moomooo

i wasn't able to work efficiently during the 2nd half of last week because of some occurences that are too personal too mention... (and no, it's not just my last entry) a thing that scared me... and made me realize the harsh 'realities' of living here... really depressing to think or even talk about it so i better not.

yesterday has been a great day though =) although i was, again, not able to work at home...
craving of the week: ICE MONSTER BLUEBERRIES & PEACHES!!!
got addicted to it when i first tried it last Sunday with my Mom and Sister at Metrowalk. <-- another work/bonding experience... *heh* We had dessert first before 'merienda' at Dencio's. and yesterday... I was surprised with one by my best friend!!! (which gave me a bit of a problem coz the kada and i were planning on eating out... :@)

surprise #2: My Mom bought me an ice monster, too!!! Haha, good thing Ice Monster was still closed at 7-ish in the morning, was planning to have 'breakfast' there...

so... I wasn't able to eat anything at Cravings, as much as I'd like to try food there... there's just no more space left *sigh* but I was what you call bloated and happy... oh, and I feel like I'm getting fatter by the minute... ow!

the meeting:
went on smoothly over bottomless iced tea and of course, the nonstop teasings of the kada... all I can say is... I'm really really so excited to go!!! I really want to make the most of this trip... and I really have to start packing soon!!! Still gotta pack for my November 1 trip to Baguio (alone... but I'd rather take it than be left all alone for an entire week... :"> )

so for now, i just hope that:
we'll have safe 'outings' and that the kada will be able to forget work and other worries for a while =)

a morning for mourning

Last night, I heard her...
whimpering in pain...
I tried to comfort her...
gave her a pain reliever...
told her it'll be okay...
she'll be okay...
that I love her...
but when I felt her I saw that she was turning like stone...
Hard.
then i began to think that this might be her last night...
i tried to push the thoughts away and told her to sleep...
can't bear to give her a last goodnight kiss though...
it already hurt me so much to see her suffer...
and see her struggle as she tried with all her strength to pull herself up...
probably to walk me up one last time.

I prayed...
that if He willed to take her soon He better take her now...
so she won't endure more suffering...
but if He willed to give her breath for a longer time...
Then heal her of the pain she's having...

Then she went.

Yet memories of more than fifteen years of being with her will linger...
And stay.

sabi ko na nga ba...

i've been in the hobby business for hmm... a year and 4 months now... I've watched several tournaments already... (and yeah, i help in organizing them *blush*) and a lot of times I've been asked: "What games do you play?" And in reply, I just smile and say, "None... no time for that." (while whispering to myself, "RO!!!" /gg)

Sigh... I really wanna learn playing these games that I'm selling, y'know... It's nakakaaliw to see big boys (and I mean physically huge boys) yell "Frosteee!!!" with a deep voice and childlike excitement at the sight of a Frostee the Snowman miniature at Christmas. I admire our players' passion for their game... And sometimes wish that I'd have something to be passionate of...

But... I don't wanna start playing... (don't wanna get addicted to it, hehe)

But... I can't resist my niece and nephews begging Sa-i to play pokemon with them, too... What with those googoo eyes and matching hugs...

And so, I played... and yes, I enjoyed playing it with them, too... childish it may seem...

And I stay at their house later than usual because it takes about an hour to finish a game... well, it depends, actually... but since we're beginners, it takes a long time to think... we still gotta do a lot of browsing through the rulebook *heh*

And so, Sa-i is now trying so hard not to be a Pokemon addict... Selling all of 'em before I lay my hands on just one more pack... *lolz*

just a click away...

nakakahiya... i invited everyone in my address book to join hi-5!!!
ok lang sana if mga acquaintances lang... pero hmm... pati retailers nasama... heehee and some of them, in-accept pa tlga... nyaiks... sooo embarrassing *blush blush blush*